Vapour and Mist

​A day. A night. Years spent looking after you. Creams for your eczema. Rubbing your back. Massages. Endless cups of coffee. Boxes of wine, four bottles at a time, carried home like offerings. ​Those endless looks of disgust. Wishing you’d wash the blood from your clothes. Boils weeping through your skin. The ripe smell of…

​A day.

A night.

Years spent looking after you.

Creams for your eczema.

Rubbing your back.

Massages.

Endless cups of coffee.

Boxes of wine,

four bottles at a time,

carried home

like offerings.

​Those endless looks of disgust.

Wishing you’d wash

the blood from your clothes.

Boils weeping through your skin.

The ripe smell of infection.

As though death himself

had started knocking.

​Vodka setting fire

to the streetlamps.

Wine trickling

into your eyes.

Cracked, flaky hands

wrapped around a glass.

Your breath rising

from your nostrils

like mist over a meadow.

​You sit beside me

already half-gone.


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