The ache

The ache of what I wanted

What I saw in your eyes

Was never really truthful

And disguised by little lies

My heart has been here before

It’s broken in to pieces

Because i believed you cared for me

But now that thought decreases

The battles that you face

The addictions that you suffer

The people you rely on

As your financial buffer

How can I love a man not whole

Who suffers everyday

How can I give my heart to you

When you give it away

To exs and your self

To the pity that you feel

It’s such a shame you’re broken

Cos i would have helped you heal.

And now I turn my thoughts inwards

And focus back on me

I’m happier without you

And letting myself be free